the coroner phoned my parents today, and they cannot find an obvious cause for nathan's death. we were hoping for an answer, but unfortunately got nothing. we're still further confused. i've downloaded a copy of the final pirates of the carribean movie for him, which i've put on a dvd. he loved his movies so much, mum was getting ready to take him to the movies just before matthew (my other brother) tried to wake him and found him. sad times indeed.

i had to go to the funeral home today to help with the preparation.. you wouldnt believe it, they have a coffin named 'the black pearl' so sure enough, thats what we've gotten him. (the black pearl being the name of the ship in pirates of the carribean)

nathan's funeral will be on thursday at 2pm. i'm not looking forward to it. poor little guy. he should be there, right now, on msn, messaging me as quickly as he can type (which wasnt very fast mind you) telling me of all the great new movies and games coming up in the next few months.. but he's not..